To be Me?

Again quotes from my favourite movie:

Jenny: Do you ever dream, Forrest, about who you're gonna be?
Forrest: Who I'm gonna be? Aren't, aren't I going to be me?

Today CC said that I sounded negative recently. My sentences always ended with "but" "however", etc. This has not been helpful in our tense working environment and it has in someway affected people around me. CC wanted to see me the old me, someone who inspires not someone who drag people to their grave.

It is true that me being down has affected me unknowingly. A transition period for me for the past few months have left me quite a bit of self doubt. Somewhere somehow I washed my confidence down the drain somewhere.

I have lost somebody and thought being somebody else would let me be me but in the end I am nobody.

Having the talk with CC was good. Self doubt has no place in me. Me is me and forever will be. Positively put words into action and just do it. Create values and results is what I want.

In my jobscope, negativity is the last thing I will need. I want to go all out and create the high attitude then performance will follow.